One thing I've learned over the past year is..
*You're supposed to be anxious, nauseous and scared before something amazing happens.
There's really no way around it. We're grown. Get the hell over it. No one is gonna walk you through.. coach you through.. and tell you sh*t is going to be OK ..because, its not! Before something major happens, be prepared to f*** sh*t up. In your mind. Your life. Everything, is supposed to change. That's why ..within yourself, especially your gut, will not be at ease.
The shift is real.
You will miss and doubt everything you're use to. Over analyze and wreck your brain. Kind of like a junkie, getting over the hump. But don't get caught up in that for too long. You know why? ..because most things you have to do, to get where you want.. ain't f**king fun. That's it and that's all.
You want to move? Do it. You will struggle, at first. You will be lonely, more times than expected. At first. No matter what you do. If there's a significant change? You will always have that doubt. AT FIRST.
Welcome to the club.
You won't please everyone. I know.. it will suck, but keep it moving. You have to put yourself first, to attain any peace of mind. As long as you're honest along the way, you'll be happy when all is said and done.