Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
An its usually at any age, even when it shouldn't apply. High school for instance, what do you really expect? All you should really expect is, honesty, faithfulness, and some attention. If he has a late birthday like me, he probably couldn't work till 11th grade anyway. An is he really supposed to spend the few dollars that he have ALL ON YOU? Damn is that right? I don't think you'd like being a boy much. Cuz I don't know about you but, I was a Varsity Cheerleader an I ran Track my senior year. So I was REALLY busy aside for school an my friends, I never stressed my man. He played football and basket ball, so we were both knocked out by 10:30. I kid you not! lol It was great, cuz we got it in, where we could fit it in. An I understood that, he did what he can.
But in college, what did/do you expect? Lavish dates? Nice car? Money for anything you want or want to do? Mini vacations? What if he doesn't have a car? Do you support him, does that turn you off? When do you learn that he's in school for that sole purpose to better himself? He's in here now to get that job later that can change his life. That he might not got it but he's trying. That sometimes he needs that money just to get through the week an enjoy his college experience. Instead of letting you suck him dry to fulfill your every need. Just because your pretty, or the next man can.
I'm the only girl out of 3 brothers, so I go by what I see there girls doing that I don't like. At about 20, I told myself that I would treat him as if he were me. If I care for you or loved you, it would be a wrap. Why shouldn't you be spoiled? I've been spoiled through affection and attention all my life. So if he had a long practice and missed lunch, I'd order his favorite food an have it in his fridge waiting. Maybe he don't want the cafeteria food. lol If I'm out at the mall an I saw something that would of look nice on him, I'd buy it. Its nothing! For your man, why shouldn't there be any less. For holiday's it's whatever he wants, because I just want to see him smile. If he couldn't do something that needed to be done, I had it taken care of. If he ain't have his car, I would get where he was. Cuz it was where I needed to be. If he was short on money, then its nothing, cuz my money is our money. Some chicks, don't even leave there house with a wallet if they're wit a guy. With my love he needs not want for NOTHING!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
~ Javar Gholson
From the beginning, when I came an greeted my friend, (as I reflect) I felt slight tension. But I said naw, gave benefit of the doubt an proceeded to get a drink. Dismissing the negative glances and remarks from afar, I put on my happy face. I have no reasons to be mad, cuz I had a fabulous day! Office party, then off shopping, to then cap with two parties, seemed cool wit me. But something was Off! So after an hour of this continuous annoyance from this other person , I began to ask myself "What this hoes purpose?" Not mingling what so ever, but starring me down with a salty mug. But I still kept it moving cuz I'm Fav! I needed a new hater ANYWAY...before 09' regardless. lmao
So I kept it moving until the very end, were I felt like this hoe was blatantly trying me in her too-too. Or whateva the fuck she had on. So as I'm calling my guy, an she sticks her leg up to block him. An then he looks at her like ummm...are you ok? Where then, she probably said something slick. He then proceeded to entertain the hoe, for a quick second. Since she went out of her way to get his attention. Afterwards, as I ask him "Who is she, cuz this bitch is rude an I'm feeling something isn't right." An he says man she's NOONE, just some lil girl who likes to talk shit.
Shit about what? lmao What's this hoe's purpose?? Especially when I don't know her, an she's consumed with studying me. Making it apparent that I cause her some distress, in ways undefined to me....Oh well! Nothing ass hoe, that's bitter in the corner. Your NOT a Diva! No matter how long you sing along to Beyonce's song. lmao
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Soo...Lil Wayne, I don't care how much you sold. Take your ass to rehab! Are you seriously annoyed with the fact that people are concerned about you? Since your close friend died last year, consuming the same drugs and drinks as yourself! Didn't you just have another baby? Don't you want to raise him/her??? Just cuz you go to a school here an there, doesn't mean you won't die tomorrow. Your dumbass should appreciate the fact that people care about you, instead of just smiling in ya face for $money$
Monday, December 15, 2008
Example A- Whitney has since BEEEEEN announced that she got the job in N.Y! (whispers of the spin off have been floating for way over a month now probably two)
B- They have already begun taping her show. lmao
C- So why did they show it all in the same episode like it wasn't already played out in the media already? Past and present combined in time. (nice billed up to the finale maybe?)
D- Heidi's & Spencer's wedding was SOO planned!
E- She was caught looking into the camera so many times while she was supposedly drunk that they was forced to shoot like 5 different camera angles. lol (maybe she was nervous)
Since when is shoe throwing the standard? lol Can we get a army or another presidents words of contempt...Umm Something. No! All we're good for getting nowadays is an disgruntled reporter. lmao.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Note: That if an when this movie Stops, just refresh the movie an start where you left off, to see the rest of the film. Ok! lol
Friday, December 12, 2008
Here are somethings that annoy me! lol
.....Eeek! naw that's Mannie Fresh's name. An we love us some Mannie, don't we? (YES!) lol
Thursday, December 11, 2008
I like Nene! She's hilarious, but there's no need to fake the funk. Especially when your on a televison show, where you talk slick constantly about EVERYBODY else. I already KNOW! Sherae's dying... laughing in a corner somewhere. lmao
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
So, turns out that the Governor of Illinois is a damn retard! Tell me why, this Nutcase tried to "SELL Obama's Senate seat" for CASH! $$$ Doe! lmao I swear, most politicians aren't Shit! He was then heard say....
"I’ve got this thing...and it’s fucking golden. And I’m just not giving it up for fucking nothing. I’m not going to do it. And I can always use it. I can parachute me there.”
In-turn leading to his arrest Tuesday 12/8/08, on federal corruption charges, including that he conspired “to sell or trade” an appointment to the US Senate. I hope they roast his ass!
When they asked our President elect his thoughts, they were as follows...“I had no contact with the governor or his office, and so we were not — I was not aware of what was happening...and as I said, it’s a sad day for Illinois. Beyond that, I don’t think it’s appropriate to comment.” -Obama
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Contains Sensitive matters of: Religion, 9/11 and Currency Corruption!
"(OUR) GREAT INDUSTRIAL NATION IS CONTROLLED BY ITS SYSTEM OF CREDIT. OUR SYSTEM OF CREDIT IS PRIVATELY CONCENTRATED. THE GROWTH OF THE NATION, THEREFORE, AND ALL OUR ACTIVITIES ARE IN THE HANDS OF A FEW MEN...WHO NECESSARILY, BY VERY REASON OF THEIR OWN LIMITATIONS, CHILL AND CHECK AND DESTROY GENUINE ECONOMIC FREEDOM.
WE HAVE COME TO BE ONE OF THE WORST RULED, ONE OF THE MOST COMPLETELY CONTROLLED AND DOMINATED GOVERNMENTS IN THE CIVILIZED WORLD- NO GOVERNMENT BY FREE OPINION, NO LONGER OF GOVERNMENT BY CONVICTION AND THE VOTE OF THE MAJORITY. BUT A GOVERNMENT BY THE OPINION AND THE DURESS OF SMALL GROUPS OF DOMINANT MEN."
- WOODROW WILSON
I knew and heard most of this information, prior to this video. Yet this "Federal Reserve Note" information, somehow eluded me. Prompting me, to share this immediately! If you were intrigued by this movie, then be sure to see...
"Loose Change", "Fahrenheit 9/11", and "Religulous"
* Sometimes I've been to a party where noone spoke to me for a whole evening. The men, frightened by their wives or sweeties...the ladies would gang up in a corner and discuss my dangerous character.
* If I'd observed all the rules, I'd never have got anywhere.
I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.
I love to do the things the censors won't pass.
* I have too many fantasies to be a housewife.... I guess I am a fantasy.
A career is wonderful thing, but you can't snuggle up to it on a cold night.
Some people have been unkind. If I say I want to grow as an actress, they look at my figure. If I say I want to develop, to learn my craft, they laugh. Somehow they don't expect me to be serious about my work.
Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.A career is born in public -- talent in privacy.
* Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him.
Dreaming about being an actress, is more exciting then being one.
* I don't mind making jokes, but I don't want to look like one.
I've been on a calendar, but I've never been on time.
* I've never dropped anyone I believed in.
No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.
Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature.
* It's not true I had nothing on, I had the radio on.
The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ought to worry if she hasn't any.
* The body is meant to be seen, not all covered up.
What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.
*** The Nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream.
( * = Quotes that I Love (lol) or personally relate too)
Friday, December 5, 2008
ATTENTION!!! ATTENTION!!! When da Hell did Nelly fall off??? What the Pumpernickel! lmao This song is Crap! An I use to Love Nelly! (Teardrop, for the fallen Artist)
Out of the 50 models, about 4 were of African descent in 2008. Still continuing to bridge those lines, in which defies black beauty in America today. The black "Supermodel" is quite scarce and rapidly depleting. Before long, Naomi will have to retire from her thrown!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
This is an intro to our series, "Family Talk" featuring Louis J. and I. I'm pretty sure you have a brother you go back and fourth with about, life, lessons and relations. An if you don't have one, well I'm a loan you mine. lol Ok! So its usually this time of day we do this (mid-day) where we discuss life, an its matters. In doin so, I'm telling him about this mornings blogs.
Which lead him to ask "Why do ya girls expect us to know random stuff? they expect us to know all the things they don't say". He went on to explain how girls get mad at what guys don't do, "Every dude is not the same!" He was giving examples of how they get mad when they "Expect you to know" how they felt or what they wanted. So I said, "Lou, every guy KNOWS how to treat a woman!" I'm sure since you was three, you knew the basics. Don't hit, Don't curse, Caress, Be nice, Don't yell. We like hugs and kisses, flowers, surprises, romance ect... Stuff that Aladdin movies showed you. An he was like "Your right I do know how to treat a woman". I was like everybody knows! Those are the fundamentals, we ain't talkin bout the real shit here. Like, I don't expect you to be Jordan, but I'm sure you know how to pass the ball an dribble. Ya feel me! Lou then said "Mann, that's why in the beginning, I'm just like tell me what it is you want. Cuz I don't want to guess. If I don't know, then I DON'T KNOW!" So then I was like well that's nice an dandy but, what if she tells you how she feels ova an ova. You just keep F'n up, well then, that's just cuz don't care. He agreed, because even though he's a guy, he's still rational. N-e-Wayz.... I started giving examples of how my bestfriend was engaged to this guy who she had to CONSTANTLY address how she didn't like him acting or treating her. Lou said " Well see...an that's how it ended the way it did. If he gonna act like dat". Which is true. Lou: "You see, I'm not gonna get married to any girl knowing that. You know what annoys you. You know that they're not gonna change, so why stay. That's them! You know dat dude has habits that you can't stand, before you got married. You can't get mad. Once your married your obligated to deal with that shit. I can deal with shit, cuz noones perfect. Everybody has their shit. If she sloppy, fine! I can pick up some clothes. But if she mean, naw! You know she had that mean shit when ya'll were dating. You know what your able to put up with. You know what will push you to the edge". An I was laughing cuz he was soo right. I say that all the time. Lou: "I don't do ultimatums, but if I "F" wit you, I'd try to work it out or something. Not change but adjust and shit". An that's when I decided to share this with ya'll, cuz I think everyone needs their own boy Lou. If you don't know how these men out hear think, he can give you some kinda insight. Unless you just dating an Ass! lol He can't help you there. Lou offered to write this, but as the introduction of the series I'd take care of it. But the next one will be all on him. Lmao I was like " Man I don't know what will happen next year, but Imma be happy. Period! Either its with whats keeping me happy now or to go about receiving another means to my happiness. There's no need in stressing ova someone Else's husband. My ex told me that saying. He said, "I wouldn't stress ova you if I didn't vision you as my wife". An then Lou dumbass, gonna bust out and say "well I'd tell my girl, Its whateva if I wanna go to next level with you baby". I was dying! Cuz he don't use words like baby an stuff. lol He was then like "Well I don't like want a girl who's real jealous". I was like, "well what if you make her that way? an you was "F'n" up all the time, or least before?" Lou was then like, "Then we gotta rebuild that Trust! I will say sorry about mines, that's not an issue. (Soso)= Girl name for any girls he speak of... Soso told me that " What I got is good, but GREAT maybe out there. And that was f'd up! I don't care about GREAT, cuz you won't find that. Good can become Great! You can mold and grow with someone, to be where you want them. It's the strength on one person and the willingness from the other". -My boy Louie is the TRUTH ain't he? But that was our session today, I'll keep ya'll posted till next time- Adios
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
LOUIS VUITTON (Brown) "Speedy 35"
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
- Best Be-Weave IT!
- Caked UP with Make-UP!
- Anything you can Wear I can Wear BETTER!
- Bitch! Puuhh lease!
*Side bar from Fav:
It's just crazy how when B's albums come out, everyone goes nutts! All men, are somehow walking on egg shells because, his girl feels soo fierce. And are two seconds from replacing them. lmao
Beyonce's a Diva because, she doesn't want to be anyone but herself!!! All those who go out and dress, look, and try to act like her alter ego, will never be a DIVA! Your trying your best to follow her every move, while she's being herself. Which includes, not caring to be, or thinking about YOU! A diva is an individual!!! Who loves herself, and doesn't need approval from anybody. Loves her own hair, her own face, own looks, her own LIFE!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Quite often disagree
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Hello Everyone! Usually I generalize, when I discuss things. Today's different, because I can't speak for the next woman on this. It's all an insight on me, my heart an, how you can steal it and how to make me smile. There are a lot of men who are so obsessed, with obtaining the physical aspect. That they get the door slammed in their face, before they get a foot in it. Or they'll try to get in my head, but never take the time to see how things operate. I can tell when someone, fakes like he knows me, but really doesn't have a clue. Yea he got the basics, that someone who's known me for a few months know. But they really don't know me!
Things I LOVE!
- Spontaneous People! It's but soo many times you want to do the same ol' shyt!
- Out going People! If I have an idea, your at least down to try it and not bash it!
- Sweetness! It shows multitudes of a Mans character, when he can step out his box to please a women for the hell of it!
- Someone who remembers all the small things to do!!!
- Sense of Humor! I love to laugh :)
Things I HATE!
- Disrespectful Men! Don't Bark at ME! Curse! ect..
- Inconsiderate People ...Think about how others feel!
- Late people ...if you give me a time, then Stick to It!
- People who can't keep a promise! All a man has, is his WORD!
- Materialistic People!
- Frugal People ...I would give anything for people in my life! Money's not an Issue! When you can drop $100's on yourself, an count cents for everyone else your Selfish!
I Love, love, love All kinds of MUSIC! If your narrow minded Its a complete turn off! I love someone who takes the time to know what gets to my heart. So hears a cheat sheet! I LOVE holidays, the warmth and preparation. Everything about em'! I'm like a big kid. Early phone calls in the morning and sharing your love with the ones in your life, on these specials days mean soo much to me. I started Christmas shopping in October, it's not a game. I LOVE presents! an the thought behind giving someone something I knew they wanted. I LOVE Surprises!!! I love a man that knows me enough to just know how to TREAT ME! Why argue over dumb shyt, you know I don't like? If your gonna be late then, JUST CALL ME! If you see I called you an you can't talk, Just texted me an LET ME KNOW what's going on! Takes two seconds! I love all the small things, we don't have to go out. If I adore You I just want to be around you. I Love flowers and CHOCOLATE! Not an expensive fancy mixed box of em', a simple bag of Hershey kisses is Perfect! I LOVE Hugs and Kisses and Massages! I Love a man who can make a woman feel like a WOMAN!
Recently two different people, wrote me two different poems which was SOO sweet! Here they are!
You are a precious commodity taken advantage of/ even when your beauty rivals a dove/ As a man, trying to claim his throne, your patience is the virtue that is shown/ the closest thing to perfection I have seen thus far/ I see the potential in you queen, you are a star/ Man made from the dust of the earth, woman comes from his rib, so as an equal, we need women like you to live.../ I say all this to say to you... your a queen, and continue to do the things you do...
Poem 2 (Picture Perfect)
... She’s like a glare in the sun;
Designer eye wear and her hairstyle’s fun.
Camera phones flash from behind...their luck;
But I can just imagine what’s there from the front...
YUP!....Dammit the girl’s baad.
Picture perfect and she got her a calendar girl swaag.
Probably oiled up, body void of all ash;
She looks like she took a long caramel bath.
And like she got a pair of speakers for an ass;
You can tell she don’t own a pair of sneakers by her calves.
Come correct; better speak to her with class- she got sass;
You can tell by the way she holds her bag.
Work on your act, dude; show her you a man;
Or the tone she will give to you’s “I’m grown”, to belittle you.
Picture perfect from her face to her curves,
And something bout this picture’s worth a plethora of words.
She got it figured, got niggaz in the bag;
Got niggaz by her swag, got niggaz bout to snaaap;
ASAP; like a camera’s in hand;
Niggaz flash what they got, like she give a got-daaamn.
Some put that, “Are you an artist at all?” in her head;
Like “You already star in my head” (LAME)
Wrap her head up like she going to her bed…
Then wonder why all this is going to her head; she on
Cloud nine; Mary Jane, high
No make up. Mary J. Blige- just fine...
Niggaz shadowing her with their mouth wide
But she's more interested in her silhouettes outline.
When geek niggaz rap to her, it’s about time;
Till a street nigga swag on her; it’s about time.
Cell phones flip, call when you got time,
And her whole tone switch like she talking to her mom...
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
If you don't have the newest Neyo CD, go cop it! It's an A+ all the way.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Ok! Now I don't about you, but I LOVE Entourage!!! Now, who saw the season finale last Sunday? An for those who did, didn't you wish it was an hour long? An it was about time Vince showed some damn emotion, wasn't it?!? I loved the whole N.Y dynamic, of the mothers. Turtles Mom, reminded me of Georges Mom off of Seinfeld. But I couldn't believe it when Vince fired E!
I was like WTF, awww (Tear) cuz E took it soo hard. But my only problem was I felt like they just rushed that scene to finish the episode. Like if E was really ignoring him for a few weeks, maybe months. Would a pop up, and quick conversation really make it better just like that. But Ok! I'm just pissed I that I have to wait till next august for new episodes. That's Bull!!!! That has to be the only reason I watch HBO.
Now wait! I Adore the Hills! Since like Laguna Beach, where I hated Lauren cuz I loved Kristin. lol But she won me over on the Hills. If you saw yesterday's episode, you would of loved it. Especially since it was being played out in pieces, through the media, about two months ago. So the hoop-la was all based on the fact Audrina thought Lauren slept with Justin Bobby. Excluding the obvious fact that Lauren hates him, and always have. lmao It was retarded!! When I saw her on Ellen, a ways back, explaining the situation. It sounded soo stupid and unbelievable! I just thought, this bitch is CRAZY! an will use Lauren to make it into the media. Period! Yesterday on the episode, she asked Lauren like 5 times if she did it. Of which she replied No, like at some point it was gonna magically change. Even Justin gained some points but putting her in her place. She's a mess! Can't wait to see how they resolved it.
Monday, November 24, 2008
The funniest, are guys in there early 20's, who are just hoe's because some 15yr old ruined him. Its like, c'mon guy. Are you serious? You ain't really know what love was, an now your a man whore for like 15 yrs lol. Well this video describes such a thing PERFECTLY! Especially since the older they are when they fall in love, for the first time, equals how bad they'll react.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
I said rated "R" cuz I honestly don't know what the hell Imma say.
I just left the Sidelines bar in Largo, MD, an it was "OVERRATED"!!! The music was the best part. But it was mostly men in there 30's, tryna' profile. I got a few drinks to compensate, so here I am. I planned on gettin' a buzz before I left because, today frankly Sucked! Shyt was just wack! People annoyed me, I felt like a Bitch, an the chick in me got emotional,,,,ugggghhhh it just blew me! So Mr. Hennesey asked me out an I let him cop a feel or two lmao. I signed on facebook to check my notes an whateva, an some nigga wrote this in my honesty box. He said
"I WaNT TO eaT YoU LIKe YoU've NevEr BeeN EaTeN B4"
No bullshit! I just copied an pasted it, the way you see it! An that's typical, believe it or not. You should see the raunchy shyt! Niggas are sooo BOLD and blunt nowadays, but I guess it doesn't matter if you hide who you are. In the last two months people been blowin up my box like CRAZY!!! So let me address some things.
1) No I won't date you....I don't even know who the hell you are.
2) No you can't eat or taste me....Your Outta control! lol
3) Thank You!...to those who say I'm beautiful.
4) Yes, I'm single....but I'm picky!
But I am a little restless at 11:26 pm. I would of continued to bar hop, but its cold as shyt outside! I took my ass in the house lol. But I do feel like doin the G5 across someone's upper lip. :) hahaha. Now, dat's a night cap! Isn't it!!!! I just wrote a poem too. I hope its as good as it seems now, when I'm sober!
He said he likes my word play
I crept into his heart
He saw me when I walked away
He couldn't bear to part
So I kissed his lips, an till this day
I seduced an stole his heart
An in my heart is where he'll stay
So I fell in love
with this boy who's head
was fat like "Whoa"
Had a hair line like
and a voice like Sheryl Crow
He was the Worst
A demon child
A bit kind, but such a hoe
I was bamboozled
hoodwinked, lead a stray
But in his heart, I knew I grow